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mobi Ð It Ends with Us ò Kindle Edition È colleen hoover È [Read] ➱ It Ends with Us ➹ Colleen Hoover – Johns-cycling-diary.co.uk Sometimes it is the one who loves you who hurts you the mostLily hasn’t always had it easy but that’s never stopped her from working hard for the life Ryle Kincaid everything in Lily’s life suddenly seems almost too good to be trueRyle is assertive stubborn maybe even a little arrogant He’s also sensitive brilliant and has a total soft spot for Lily And the way he looks in scrubs certainly doesn’t hurt Lily can’t get him out of her head But Ryle’s complete aversion to relationships is disturbing Even as Lily finds hers Dear ColleenI find it fitting that I write this review as a letter to you the way Lily would write to Ellen Don't ask me why I really don't know What I do know is that I haven't been on Goodreads in nearly six months and it's entirely your fault that i'm here now So if i stumble upon a poor review on one of my books and end up in the fetal position on my kitchen floor surrounded by Ding Dong wrappers well I'm blaming it on you I've even given my husband instructions to bill you for the psychiatry bill if that happensOn Friday I had a hysterectomy It wasn't the worst day of my life but it certainly wasn't the best One chapter of my life uite possibly the best chapter ended The surgery itself took twenty minutes Twenty minutes Can you believe that Twenty minutes to take out the uterus that carried my three beautiful babies for a total of twenty eight months Twenty minutes to change my life Don't feel bad for me that's not what I want The offending organ had to come out I knew this But it didn't make it any easier It didn't make the finality of the situation any easier In all honesty for a couple of minutes I didn't just feel like a chapter was ending like an entire flipping book Maybe my life isn't made up of chapters maybe it's part of a duet or a trilogy Either way part of my story was over Over a matter of several hours I slowly woke up from surgery and at one point I remember sitting there and just staring at the wall paper in my hospital room My uterus was gone Mauve diamonds The wallpaper was covered in mauve diamondsThat's the most hideous color don't you think Mauve Not uite pink Not uite maroon I counted seven hundred and fifty three diamonds before I allowed the first tear to fall But I wasn't just crying for losing a part of my body and I wasn't crying for losing the ability to carry children I was crying because some women don't even get to experience what I've gotten to experience Some women never get to have babies They never get to feel them grow in their bellies They never get to see the slimy little monsters as they tumble their way into this worldAnd I didI got to do all of that three timesSo why was I so upset What the hell was my problem I should be grateful right HappyMy husband slept soundly in the chair snoring softly but at some point my cries must have woken him up He stirred and I did the only thing I could do I grabbed your book You see it was sitting on my bedside table I buried my nose between the pages and when my better half asked me if I was okay I simply peeked over the top of the book and whispered Colleen She did it againI didn't need to say much he knows my obsession with your words and I found myself grateful Grateful that he knew your books make me cry and grateful that you inadvertently allowed me to grieve And that's what I did I read your book and I grieved I cried when Lily cried I cried when Ryle cried And even when no one was crying I still cried simply because I needed to and I could and no one thought twice about it because i was reading and that's what i do when i read It was my outlet my excuse for the tears that wouldn't go away the tears that kept falling despite my desperate protestI cried for all of the Lily's in the world and the Ryle's too I cried for the Atlas' And I cried for the Kirby's that's my name No i'm not named after a vacuum or a cream puffBut you see I didn't want to cry I didn't want to be upset I have three beautiful children whom I love with my entire heart My body did it's job extremely well and that is something to be proud of But why wasn't I proud Naked truthI'm selfishI wanted one baby even though my husband didn't I wanted one baby when there are women out there that can't have any at allSo why am I telling you this My story is nothing like Lily's Not even close But maybe it is She wanted something she shouldn't want I wanted something I couldn't have She had a decision to make one that would change her life So did I She made a decision that was right for her and for her life at that particular time DittoBut the real reason I'm telling you this is because for two days I was drowning and It Ends With Us was my lifeline It's what I grabbed when I needed to stop thinking it's what I grabbed when i needed to cry and when i finally finished the book and put it down it wasn't mauve diamonds that I saw it was my smiling childrenMy three beautiful smiling children and my niece Lily Kirby

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Elf becoming the exception to his “no dating” rule she can’t help but wonder what made him that way in the first placeAs uestions about her new relationship overwhelm her so do thoughts of Atlas Corrigan her first love and a link to the past she left behind He was her kindred spirit her protector When Atlas suddenly reappears everything Lily has built with Ryle is threaten Find all of my reviews at “What a great time to have a dissenting opinion about a book written by an author with a particularly rabid fanbase” said no one ever In case we haven’t met and you’re seeing this review due to the new IN YO’ FACE Goodreads format which shares reviewsupdates to your feed errrrrrrrry single time one of your friends likes or comments on them allow me to introduce myself My name is Kelly Also I spoil things so back away uickly if you don’t want this one to be ruined for youMy glaring 1 Star in a sea of 5s probably makes it pretty clear that I detested this book but please refrain from fetching your torches and pitchforks for a moment and take note that not only did I just 5 Star a CoHo Story two weeks ago as well as shoved it down everyone’s throats I possibly could but also I want to make all of the sexuals with Miles Archer and will fight anyone for dibs on his imaginary lurv making I didn’t pick this up in order to hate on it I’m one of you sometimes Definitely not this time but lots of times And this is why I don’t ever give up on Hoover novels I never know how I’m going to reactAllow me to explain what went wrong for me with this one Let’s start with the obvious annoyances that seem to be in nearly every NA book that drive me batshit before getting to the real nitty gritty First the character names Ryle Lily Bloom and Atlas Is it against the law to not use absolutely ridiculous ™Ron20 names in these books Second “Your lips I love how they’re as red as your hair” According to Google all hail Google less than 2% of the world’s population has red hair and yet 99998% of all NA leading ladies do Just stahpThird non existent chemistry In this story Lily and Ryle meet by chance on a rooftop after experiencing respective miserable days In a matter of minutes Lily goes from worrying the stranger on the roof could be a psycho killerrapist to getting into his super sexy NOT pick up lines “If you wouldn’t sleep with someone you just met ” His eyes meet mine again “Exactly how far would you go” Ewww She already said thanks but no thanks freakshow so STFUNow let’s move on to the real big issue I took a gander at my friends’ reviews before I started typing this and noticed my buddy Chelsea was the only other naysayer in the batch She summed it up perfectly when she talked about the massive amounts of emotional manipulation that was forced down the readers’ throats in order to make them feel all the thingsIt’s a running joke with my friendsfamilyco workers that I have a robot heart And for the majority of the time it’s true I generally experience two emotions – happiness and annoyance But even a robot like me can be manipulated into having a feelingcrying the ugly tears like a Kardashian once in a blue moon cough Me Before You cough This time though It was like a flashing neon sign To begin with our first leading male Atlas is a homeless teenager who Lily befriendseventually loses her virginity In case you don’t get the writing on the wall Atlas is being set up as the most perfect perfection that ever perfected He’s also the way to getting the “raised in an abusive household” plotline uncovered Like in all NA stories Atlas and Lily are torn apart Lily moves on with her life graduates college yada yada and as mentioned above meet cutes super creeper Mr Right 20 on the roof Mr Right 20 is not only another most perfect perfection that ever perfected but he’s also rich and a neurosurgeon and very obviously husband material even though he’s never had a girlfriend also after dating only six months annnnnnnnd due to their mutually busy schedules not really knowing the guyIt wasn’t too hard to see where the story was going to go and no I hadn’t been spoiled because I didn’t read any reviews or the synopsis I just auto reuest everything by Hoover from both NetGalley and the library Basically this was a story about domestic abuse and making excuses not only the first time he knocks your ass down “on accident” but also the second time when you wake up after “falling” down the stairs and hearing his sob story about a superbadawful that effed him up as a kid and then agreeing on a policy where “When you’re upset just walk away And I’ll walk away” because THAT’S going to fucking work and then saying “It’s okay Ryle It’s okay You were angry it’s okay” and making sure even when you’re bleeding profusely out of your fucking skull and are concussed and have uite possibly just been raped by your own damn husband that you get taken to an emergency room in a hospital other than the one where your bastard abuser works in order to protect his ass as well as explaining “sometimes the reason women go back is simply because they’re in love” and in case all that wasn’t e fucking nough you add in a whoopsie baby another NA per usual to serve as the wake up call that maybe it’d be a good idea to ditch this zero and eventually find you a hero buuuuuuuuuuuut you just come to an agreement regarding visitation and whathaveyou rather than involving the court and much needed supervised interaction because you know he wouldn’t hurt the baby since it’s obvious he loves her Nope I’m well aware I’m going against the grain here I give zero fucks Don’t bother trolling me to tell me how stupid I am especially if you’re a teenager who has lived a privileged lifestyle and never experienced anything contained in this book for yourself I went to the wholesale club yesterday and stocked up on big ol’ batch of I will be using it freely Many thanks to the library for having nearly every book I ever want to read – especially books like these that are only approved to fangirling 5 Star reviewers prior to publication

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It Ends with UsSometimes it is the one who loves you who hurts you the mostLily hasn’t always had it It Ends Epubeasy but that’s never stopped her from working hard for the life she wants She’s come a long way from the small town in Maine where she grew up she graduated from college moved to Boston and started her own business So when she feels a spark with a gorgeous neurosurgeon named Preventing your heart from forgiving someone you love is actually a hell of a lot harder than simply forgiving them 4 12 stars Holy crap what a book This is unlike anything Hoover has written before I have so many emotions right now that it's hard to know where to start but I think everyone should read this book That's right everyone I could easily give everything away I could but I won't If you go looking for lots of reviews it won't be hard to work out what It Ends with Us is about And if you do you should still read it but I think it's better if you don't I think you should go into this book knowing as little as possible Just realize that this is something very different from Hoover's usual new adult romances that I admittedly have had all kinds of problems withSo I don't want to say too much but this is an extremely powerful story and it's not what most people will be expecting It gets its power from the singular first person narrative I'm honestly not a big fan of the alternating malefemale POV romances and we experience everything through Lily's eyes When she falls in love we fall in love; when her heart is broken our heart is broken; when she gets it all wrong so do weI cannot stress how important and damn smart this book is There is no black and white characterization it's much deeper and complex than that and therefore far emotional It peels back the layers of characters and relationships to do something that so many other authors have tried and failed to do to make you understand a situation that for most people makes no sense It's very sad painful and exceptionally honest My heart hurt while reading it and I almost cried several timesAs well as all this emotion and sadness that I'm being coy about Hoover also brings out some of her very best writing Little gems of honesty about human nature and relationships that are all the painful because of their resounding truth It's such a uotable book but unfortunately most of the uotes are spoilers so I shall refrain from posting themThere's so many great things to mention but I keep getting distracted by my feelings The narrative is interspersed with letters that Lily wrote as a teenager and they are addressed to Ellen Degeneres a strange touch that ends up being absolutely perfect Shit just writing this review and remembering the story is an emotional experienceAnd then there's the absolutely fantastic female friendship I want Allysa to be my best friend Hoover clearly knows her audience of 16 25 year old women creating characters with their uirks and habits Allysa for example is a self confessed Pinterest whore which made me laugh But seriously she is the best friend ever and she says one of the most perfect lines in this bookAnyway I'm just going to start rambling soon because I read this book in a whirlwind of emotions throughout a single day I've been up since a ridiculous time and I need to go sleep now But really give this book a chance I thought it was excellentTrigger Warnings view spoilerDomestic abuse physical occasionally graphic Attempted rape hide spoiler